May 24, 2011

Actually love not so important

Actually love not so important
23 years old, you graduated from college. The first job is the salary of 1800, do not own professional, a few months after you left, the reason is because you don't behave. You every month money always is not enough.

Actually love not so important that you have a boyfriend, you studies when together, everyday want to play more than a hour telephone, weekly an hour of bus journey all don't think far, cold night with you forever have personal said that last sentence goodnight, birthday a wait until morning forever to you first blessings. The days you every month in the stomach, he bubble a pouchof hot water to your stomach, you to his wu learn cooking, no matter what food he ate light. He phones never adjustable mute and shutdown. You know all his brothers friend, he knows all of your friends. His bank, QQ passwords you all know, because use is you two birthday. Go out when he always put your purse that mobile phone bag. You and he have endless talking, chat endless things, often can chat until three and four. Then you have not just fall in love, but still the same as in love.
At age 24, you change the job, but it takes more than 2,000 each month is not enough to have instead, your he went to another town, because want better opportunities. You two, he began to often separated bars, he always have to entertainment, used the subway, learned to take part in accidental amusement, playing every day until the wee hours of the morning before going to bed, but bedtime remember give you clockwork SMS, say good night. You angry when he will always beat you with your phone, apology. Until 25 years old, you and he eventually broke up.
25 years old, you and he eventually broke up, because the distance, but also because of the outside world wonderful. So you also learn to bars, and little sisters sitting in the corner bar, at a desk desk people play boring game, or drink the wine, you feel boring boring, but later will still go to the pub. You change the job, workload soars, but my salary or how much, you didn't go back and forth between the cities with each, feel tired but don't want to stop.
26 years old, you seem to have won't fall in love with little sisters every week, you drunk together with friends on Tuesday afternoon tea, movie together, often eat outside, basically good restaurants have gone to, but it doesn't really do much at work, the boss to draw you harvest with bread, you hope, but also not hope, the business was very confused, life is a single... To many places, you become more busy, but don't feel tired, you know the scenery along the route straightening see.
27 years old, you want to stop to have a rest, you hit another boy.
27 years old, met another let you feel warm. You seem to be in love... But the boys have his day, you're not his story, he sounds good to you, but I never remember volunteered to say good night to you, each of you, are all very busy. He won't meet you arrive, you give him text messaging don't expected to soon back to your information, he always shenlong but no tail, then you know, originally he has his day, he has his cannot narration of the past.
He also often bar-hopping, saying is working dinner party. He has a lot of brothers, you but most don't know. He also didn't come urgent see your friends, he always neither too hot nor too cold, let you feel dispensable. He QQ is always stealth, your picture he never willing to put his space, he said the sentiment is two people. Yet you think he is in not sure, you find the original injury is more than you had originally man will insecure.
Later you remember, once he said, actually love not so important...
28 years old, to your family began to urge you married, you start to feel dear to also not a so absurd things. But in a meeting of meet, repeating the same after self-introduction, you don't know what exactly do you like the song that "eventually learned how to love", or, you already not lover.
29 years old, you're married. You can find after marriage, love a person actually not so important, you have kids, you wholeheartedly only care about your baby. In one day a bland moments, not the corner in the coffee shop is not the Taiwanese past, you encounter classic boyfriend, originally he before you is to get married. You find him between the same forehead without passion, had something heavy tobacco taste, your obscure how his former like him, have you seen his wife, you feel that the other is very unattractive. But, they look very harmonious.
30 years old, you have forgotten all about love, you begin to calculate something borrowed ahead, how you and your husband is planning a changed a set of again big points of the old house can let both sides can often come to live period, you sorrow for the child's education problem. You have a daughter, at this time, you work stable, you think you never to cook, but you who laundry every day off work now CaiChang will go to buy vegetables, just remember bargaining, occasionally husband take you to eat a western-style food, you still feel he wasted his money. You never wasteful spending, but only once a year, but keeps the tourism.
35 years old, you change the big house, also bought the car, with most of the loan is ahead. However, for the baby school thing, every relationship with torre around little sister look together half-price movies, weekend occasionally for a drink afternoon tea. Talking about the topic around children forever.
Then you retired, and his wife home together opened a shop, the home has a yard, kind of some flowers. Also planted some of their favorite food, your home has a pond, evening your old man always vine fishing. Son settled in abroad, daughter also do a mom. Each month back to see you again.
Your hair is white, forehead hair more and thin, children only Chinese New Year festival can come to see you again. And so, you looking forward to festivals, more and more stick with your old man cry, but always see him not pleasing to the eye. Occasionally, you turn out previous diary, written before the youth who sensitive and pensive, find your old man brag about: look I was writing have much good, don't do writer really when a pity. Can your old man always that sentence: you this old lady want to what? A big age...

This article titled "actually love not so important," it wrote a young girl from the double tenth time blooms nutmeg, and all the way into the old lady's those running water days. No ups and downs of the plot, nor BaiZhuanQianHui love, only very realistic very practical day, ordinary to, perhaps you mother, your aunt, your cousin, is also such all the way from then go now.
During our long life course, perhaps, love will in many different stance in our different age stages.
"Don't think there are better, because now have is the best. Don't think still young can marry, love is late. Don't because of age ranged from far and give up, love can and you sit together train. Don't because someone not rich and give up, as long as not incompetent person, hard-working can make you rich. Lives only in love is the best talk times, experience of too many, will numb; separation is much, will habit; change much, can compare lovers; in the end, you won't believe love; you'll pessimism; you'll be walking corpse; will you and you don't love people marry, so for life."
May, you need to believe in love but cannot rely on love. May, still have a lot of love and love than, more important things. Don't walk to the end, you don't know what love in your life, how much weight of love initially didn't actually is not so important, so long as has the strength to love, have strength to live.

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May 10, 2011

The last to our letter

The last to our letter
Finally last, so long! I'm tired, really tired and don't want to say anything more, so had been down, though they all say I am selfish, yeah I also think, I feel very conscienceless, selfish, very finance. Let your whole waste the time on me, really waste, and so many people, expecting your love, even if you look at them, they all they meet is so excellent, but why do you want to do this to me, only to me so good, not worth it, this is me not worth, February 25th day is our separate the first day, always feel time is very long, looked at her cry swollen eyes, laugh at the own faintness, later, never leave any a drop of tears for you, because I know, even though it is no use crying, everything will not change, although did not know, in the future, carelessly someone filed a you, can cry again, but I know, I'm not, I wouldn't for you to shed those false tears, didn't you I still living, just as in a little things, just don't know what it is, I know you have bad, and I guess you have bad, but I have no choice, or it's over, so. They make me happy spot do not sad, yeah, why I can't cheer up? A fool, long time haven't so call you, is also no one mentioned to me, perhaps they were pig's fear of my sad, long time don't listen to you say: "pig you." Oh, really for a long time, I also don't want to hear, Mimi always very I together, although she always casual mention spongebob, I always say: "spongebob and pig I all don't, whole send to you now, I can no longer." Microphones will always silent, let will say, "ok", well okay, okay, we're ok, remember that day we have been chatting, later said the microphones, lonely, I said a sentence: "microphones, do you want to be lonely think insane." Later microphones and qian as will say together "is to JiLuo think crazy" the heart mercilessly twitch, then saw qing, staring at me with that, that look I don't know how to say, then is a silent, total feel very embarrassed, I changed the subject, they asked me, and I tell you what, why to sever relations, I just silence blindly silent, not I don't want to say, but I don't know what to say, "dear of what has happened we have good people sing and I'll listen, I let them sing to me, they will pick this song to sing, it is better to sing or fate? You said we not have been separate, oh, well, I said it's just coincidence, you said these are meant to be coincidence, but, even if it is meant to be coincidence, after all, or coincidence. You let me not to be stubborn, I have no, I have no stubborn, I just doing should do.

Listening to these songs, remember we had, once we when together is listening to these songs, now, will replace all of the songs that original or have after the existence of these songs, heart mercilessly mercilessly ache, every time watching those stomach medications, will remind of you, do you still stomach, these stomach medications you need it, don't know what started out, I began to rely on these drugs, I why so treat yourself, don't understand, why you want so, once I haven't decadent to this point? Well, everything is already over, past don't miss, present live, future everything will be ok, the in the mind wound healing, would one day less you, I still can happy, forgive my selfish, my conscienceless, my finance

Finally last wish you happiness

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